Every Time

Every time
I want to say "No",
My throat stuck whenever I see you.

Every time
I want to say "Bye",
You stopped me without even a word.

Every time
I want to stay away from you,
I stick closer to you.

Every time
I want to close my eye,
Your image just keep appearing.

Every time
I want to kiss you,
But the invisible barrier knocks me back.

Every time
You cry before me, complaining,
My heart hurts.

I just can't bear to see you suffer, nor to suffer loving you.
I just can't.
It happens...
Every time....
All the time....